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Strawberry festival c: So I woke up around 7 and started getting ready around 9:20. I ended up picking up lynne and getting dropped off at Boyfriend’s house. We had some bomb food there ♥ so yummy ! We all bought a wrist band, because we didn’t want to waste money on tickets. I ended up getting a henna dream catcher (: it was so worth $15. LOL JK We got a lot of free corn because of key club people working there. I am so tired while typing this out. I kept going back and forth from Boyfriend’s house and Strawberry festival since he lives so close to it. Now I’m tired, night guys.
Anonymous asked: did you make asb?
Oh, I didn’t interview :c I kinda didn’t want my summer taken away
146/366
What a freaking crappy day. I didn’t have that great of a time in school, then I took a dang test. The only good time I had was durin choir because choir’s my chill time. I like the vibes in there. We had speeches from our lovely TAs, who love all of us so much. And we tried to scare Mr. Keltner, but he didn’t want to come to we went to him and sing to him horribly off key. Then Boyfriend came after school and we waited until 4 to get money back from Hao because of Men’s League sweaters. We went home and I ate his cooking that he brought for me and we tried to watch Lion King. It didn’t work so we just watched tv and ate dinner in my room. I plucked his sideburns and face too :3 He ended up leaving around 7:15. I was just stressed after this, so I went to sleep around idk..
145/366
Not all that great of a day. I got annoyed a lot by people. I had choir practice today then went to Okiniri with Michelle, Janice, and Donald. I ended up going to Lincoln for Key club and grading papers, but now i’m tired. time for sleep. night
I hate parasitic relationships.
If I do something for you, have the respect to do the same if I ever need you..
So I don’t really care if you two read this but idk, I’m just stuck in the middle of things.
You are just a person with shady actions. The same day after you two break up, youre already seeing a different guy, let alone one of the people we hang out with. I understand we’re friends, but I’m not encouraging you nor am I telling you not to do something. Do whatever your heart desires, but honestly have the moral respect for yourself and your ex to at least wait a little bit not around us. People think badly of things like this, especially when it’s not only one but two guys and around your ex too. I’m only saying things because I feel like some of the girls are encouraging a lot of it because they say how cute it is or how cute you two look, but I’m not taking sides. Yes, I’m friends with all of you, but you need to realize and respect each other. It sad to know that you just don’t feel for your ex’s well being because that means you’re just like my ex - lost feelings during the relationship and waited a little longer to see if things would change and they didn’t so you let go of a person who thought that you still loved them. It’s hard, it’s heartbreaking, especially with the rate that you’re going. It’s really sad. I feel for my friend and he’s one of my best friends. It’s hard to see him get out of junior year like this, but he’s strong for what’s going on. He’s acting the same way like I did, getting mad at everything thing the ex did and trying to get his mind off of things. But honestly, I don’t like being in the middle. It’s hard. I’m not allowed to hang out with both of you at the same time, neither am I allowed to talk about each other to one another. Honestly, I feel like that relationship just lost its beauty, but it’s another one lost and it’s just chaotic now trying to work around both of you.
144/366
Pretty good day. School wasn’t too bad. I stayed after school until like almost 6, and I auditioned with Donald and with Janice, Michelle, Kasey, Saray, and Marilyn. It was pretty good. Boyfriend came by and went to work out with the guys and I did my homework in the feild. I ended up leaving early because Boyfriend couldn’t stay late so I couldn’t watch the other acts :( boo. Mama took him home and Mama and I went to the little supermarket near his house. I got home and I took a nap, but he didnt wake me up -___-” poo, night guys OH ! I GOT MY PROM DRESS IN ! but I can only wear it for pop concert now… hehe it’s still nice, I am set for next years c:
